I am done being apologetic for being pregnant again. We didn't plan it, it happened. I cried when I found out, but we are very excited now. There is a spirit that is supposed to come to our family right now! I am done trying to explain to people the whys and wherefores of it...If someone has a problem with it they should mind their own business...talking to me about it isn't going to change the fact!
Let me break it down...
I know we were crazy when we got engaged after dating a week and married six weeks later. Guess what? We are still crazy in love, and everyday thankful that we followed that prompting...
I know we were crazy to get pregnant when neither of us where through with school...I wouldn't trade my kids for a doctorate...my life is hectic and unpredictable, but we are happy.
I know we are crazy for having 4 kids and living in a 750 square foot apartment...trust me it makes me crazy some days...but you can't beat the location, and being near family covers a multitude of other shortcomings
We are crazy for quitting a steady paycheck when we are pregnant with our 4th child and no secure and sure means of support...I have faith in my husband, he will support us and we will create a better life for ourselves out of the ashes of a dead end job.
I am done apologizing...I am not a bit sorry, I wouldn't trade where I am for anything. Everyone has different goals...luckily Kenneth and I found each other, because we both share the goal of first and foremost a big, happy family!